But I got a shock when we had this midday break at school when we have to eat our lunch and stuff like that. Then one teacher came to me and said "ur Nemi, right?" I couldn't say anything else than yes and then she said " we've got a phone from ur doctor that told us that we have to eat with u, just to be sure u drink that nutridrink" So then I had to go with that teacher to a private room, and drink my nutridrink. I felt like a fool when she sat there and whatched me while I did drink it. But I survived:) But now I have to do this every day. Fuck!!

I'm so scared now. I don't like that USA bomb Iraq. It really really scares me. I'm so afraid that the war will diverge. I'm so scared that I lie in my bed and shaking. I hate this world we live in. It's only violence and war. Why can't everybody just be friends?

Hugs

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